Kites In The Sky

Kites in the sky

Soaring together

Lovers forever

Forever is a lie


Whooo..holds the twine in his hand

What has destiny planned

Will the heart understand

On the way to hostel after another tiring day, I looked up to see the bidding the day and then something beautiful came in between my eyes and sun..... No it wasn't bird.... Something dancing in the sky... Ahhh!! yes..   KITES IN THE SKY.... Swinging and swirling to the rythm of north wind...A visual treat.

And suddenly my mind goes back to that romantic full moon night when I had listened to "Kites in the sky"  perhaps  for 15 times. Actually the song was dedicated to me by one of my friend... and the motive of dedication was still a mystery for me till the day when I saw the two kites really in the sky. It made me see a visual illusion of dance of freedom and freedom of love...

Seeing kites up, up and away... My mind goes dreaming of angels of lands far away...

 Angels of love, freedom and jolly.. who spread bounty in their way.....

A View Of Happiness Through My Thoughts.....

Happiness is everywhere, Happiness is in the air, Happiness is in your heart, Happiness is in the light, in the shadow...capture Happiness through your eyes, Happiness is in your path, Happiness is inside of you, Happiness is an attitude... it's LOVE that makes us see Happiness, Happiness is a matter of choice...Protect your dreams and love The Silence, silence is a friend who never betray ... Who doesn't understand your eyes, will not going to understand your story ... Don't be afraid of loneliness, make of it your temple and home, knowing others is exercise power, knowing yourself is find the way..The way to your truth , to your path, to your life to your end...Only then you can love and be loved, Only then you can Complete your destiny and live your dreams...Dream the change, See the change, Believe the change, Live the change.....


For me HAPPINESS =

• Getting wet in the  rain
• 90km/h bike ride in a chilled December night
• Running into a friend you haven't seen in a long time
• Holding a baby
• Reminiscing with friends and family
• Window seat in a train journey
• Slow, romantic music
• Innocent smiles
• A tight hug of mum
• Hot  uncountable coffees during exam nights
• Freshly painted nails
• Warm self made brownies or cookies right out of oven..

       And many more such moments.......





.....well.. you get the idea...
 HAPPINESS = SIMPLICITY

My Wife has become a Widow!!!!!

Once a drunkard lay down in the streets, fully intoxicated and senseless. His friend who happened to come by said him jokingly that,"Hey! I had gone to your house. I found that your wife has become a widow. So go home quickly and console her."

The drunkard became very upset. "oh no!! My wife has become a widow!",he yelled and cried. "How can your wife become a widow,when you are alive?" consoled a passerby.The drunkard answer ,"But my friend told so and as he is my closest friend,how can I disbelief him?" The drunkard continued to cry...


Our sorrows are similar to that of the drunkard. Even though he experienced sorrow, it was illegitimate as it was born out of ignorance. Many things which are not really true makes us miserable. At other times, matters which are of no real significance,rob us our own happiness.

So it is wise to make our self aware of things and situations leading to the pain rather than surrendering to it. SELF AWARENESS can solve many big problems within ourselves.

Romancing The Beauty..............

I knelt beside the little stream
All this time peering into the water’s gleam
It shimmered and danced down the meandering steps
Like a beautiful sunfish in the ocean’s depth
I watched it corrode the soil therein
As if purging its pathway from material sin
The pebbles and silt hopped with glee
To the end of the river, to the beginning of the sea
They glided to the ocean’s glistening light
Tossed by waves, to the water’s height

I sprung to my feet with youthful speed
To a tree swaying in the evening breeze
On branches spread-eagled, whistling a benign sigh
I laid my head till the evening died
I saw the beaming sun going to rest
Like a tired child ascending from a mother’s breast
As it descended into the ocean’s blue
It coloured the hydrosphere with a beautiful hue
I looked with intent at the darkening sky
With extended lips, and tearful eyes

I have never felt love so sweet, so deep
Which other realm could attain this feat?
As I lifted and decided to go
I remembered I found that love in you.

TALES OF LOVE....

The most important part of the language that all the world speaks, the language which everyone is capable of understanding in their... It is LOVE...  Something very older than humanity, more ancient than desert. It is pure language of the world. It requires no explanations, just as the universe requires none as it travels through endless time.

When I see and hear people moaning, paining over their love break-ups or problems, I think why such painful feelings comes to heart or mind. This is because in today's world the word LOVE has confined its meaning to 'Emotional and physical attachment'. Today love has become a statistical word where a guy having gf thinks himself of high status than a gfless guy and same with girls too. And this sometimes leads to wild competition and jealousy. Now the word LOVE is embaressed of itself coz of the degradation of       its meaning so much.

But in my thoughts, I have tried to preserve the very original meaning of it. I cant express the feelings through these mere words, but I can share those moments and gestures when a strange feeling of satisfaction and peace merge into me which I name as LOVE.

When  I look a river merging into sea, I feel the moment of dedication of the river for the sea.
When I see a couple of dove flying under the endless sky, I witness a moment of freedom.
When I hear a child's laughter when I swing him in air, I get a feeling of unbound trust from him.
When I open my laptop, a wallpaper of RADHA-KISHNA engrossed in beautiful expression of their sacred love appears before me , a magical experience of devotion lingers me.
Seeing the hide and seek game of moon and clouds, I try to feel the joy of the game.
The punctuality of sun for the earth, gives a moment of respect.
Dancing in the rain fills my heart with charm that no other things can replace.

And when all these moments and feelings get combined, they result into something very enchanting, very pure, very spectacular and magical, which i term as LOVE. People writes love stories taking plots and characters, but the real tales of love is sung by each and every element of this beautiful nature.... just we have to listen and feel it.

Love is a journey not destination. It is the love and affinity only which makes us travel in this vast universe with time.
                                                                                  LOVE KEEPS US ALIVE.

HAPPINESS - the supreme mantra of life.....

 

One day while chatting with friends, a simple topic got enlarged....... A physics test was to be conducted the next day and a  friend frustrated with so much of pressure asked to us suddenly, 'Abe hum log padhte kyun hain yaar?' All started laughing to this stupid question which had obvious answer... 1- to score marks, 2- to get knowledge on the topic. But her questions didnt stop there, again she started, 'Marks lake kya hoga?' again we answered in chorus and again she asked stupid questions like this. But at last the question hour came to an end on the chemistry period bell and we left moaningly to spend another drowsing hour.

 One day I was sitting alone lost in my infinite thoughts and suddenly that question made its path and stuck into my mind in an advanced form. I wondered WHY DO WE DO THINGS ACTUALLY?

Tracking all the zig-zig answers I lastly reached to a satisfactory conclusion 'WE DO THINGS, WE WORK JUST TO MAKE AND BE HAPPY. '

Yes HAPPINESS is the hidden mantra behind every action. 

You question yourself anything about your action. Your reason will be Happiness. Isn't it????

DEDICATED TO THE MOULDERS OF MY LIFE...... TEACHERS

 Today is TEACHER'S DAY, yet ironically there is no school or teachers before me to celebrate it with grand vigour as it had  been since past 14 years. Still  I decided to mark the day in my style..... So i opened  the pc and started browsing those Kodak moments of teacher's day of years gone by which filled my heart with glimpses of moments i spent with my teachers..

Since the beginning of my schooling when i wasn't aware of the meaning of teacher, S.PANIGRAHI mam helped me to form a beautiful definition of the word teacher in my tender mind and heart which stayed on forever. Teacher for me is not only a person who gives me knowledge build a life... but teacher is an allegory of patience, care, discipline and knowledge off-course.

  Then when i first stepped onto the threshold of understanding my mind needed a sign board which could show me where to start from... and T.ROUT mam fulfilled it with her love dipped strictness....

Then i came under the influence of many visionary teachers who  molded my intellect and made it capable to judge what is right and what is wrong.

RAO mam's high pitched scoldings and 'put your heads down', G.PANDA mam's stories, PATRA sir's round-o-globe discussions,TRIPATHYsir's discipline and strictness, SRIBATSA sir's ambiguous explanations , RAJESH sir's comedy, SAHOO sir's hindi and stick, PADHY mam's opinions and exlanations, MANJULA mam's sweet and charming lectures,  GUHA mam's high speed note dictation and last but note the least SOUBHAGYA sir's inspirational motivation..... all have  special charms of their own. Really those moments are chershable for a lifetime.....

My dedication will be incomplete if i forget to mention about NAIK sir here. I feel utterly blessed to to get an oppurtunity to receive his teachings. For me, THE PERFECT TEACHER award undoubtedly goes to the very dynamic NAIK sir. His sincirity and discipline  towards teaching have made him an unique personality. Age hasnt able to stop his enthusiasm . His super strictness and punctuality gain him the most respectable teacher in my heart. I havent forgot  neither can forget the smacks thai i had got from him, his punishments, his praise, his taunts everything is just and just unique.

This is a token of humble gratitude dedicated to all my gurus for your each and every contributions and each moment u gave me to make me..............

A simple note to begin with......

Before starting to fulfill  my childhood  wish i.e  to have a blog of my own... i thought to do some research on what the stuff really is?????????????  The Google told me that itz a kinda personal diary shared with all........

Now how can a personal stuff can be shared?????? If so then it becomes Public.Right !!!!!....... Anyways Google has said it and we have to assume so.

I spent a restless night yesterday thinking an apt tittle for my blog..... Many things came into my mind pleading me to make them my blog tittle like nature, friends, school days etc... All those which filled my heart with an unbound happiness... but then a peculiar thought strike me... WHAT MAKING ME EXPERIENCE ALL THE GOODIES AND BADDIES??????????? within a minute... yippee i got my tittle... itz LIFE. 

And I  enjoy it coz I love it.... I feel it coz I live it.... so that served as the mother of my tittle... 

One Life To Love & LIVE.....

HOPING TO GIVE MY INFINITE THOUGHTS A PERFECT SHAPE AND EXPRESSION THROUGH THIS DIARY.........